I already wrote about Saying Goodbye to Jesus. However I forgot to include a very important part of my final conversation with Jesus. The missing part was: in effect, I asked, “Do I have permission to rest? I think all the questions might literally be affecting my sanity and making me psychotic, since I feel …
I don’t know how to describe them. I think maybe I’m a Christian atheist or an atheist Christian. That’s not really a thing though is it?
In 1996 I became psychotically manic but somehow my faith survived. At the time it may have been because coincidentally being A Good Rule Follower was exactly what was needed to get out of the psychiatric unit. As soon as I could focus my brain enough to remember A Rule Follower was what I was, …